too much...?

got into teacher's college~~! though it wasn't my first choice, i'm still grateful that I got into atleast one..considering that I only applied to 3 universities. My third choice outright rejected me not due to grades but due to a lack of experience... :c I'm waitlisted on my first choice... I'm still hopeful though. Still have a couple of months before classes begins.

...So for now, I'm accepting Nipissing's offer. Their program is really awesome although it requires lots of money (which is one of my biggest problems). I'll have to move there too... but I'm glad that we get to choose the school board for our practicals. Ofcourse, since my mom has this little, let's say, "fear? ...phobia?" of being left alone..., and I do love my sister, and my dad also wants me too, I will be doing my practicals in my hometown. Just hope that they find space for me!

... I am also graduating this year! found my graduation date to be June 6.

I find all of these overwhelming! excited and yet... scared. Will I be able to do this?

... Shinjiru... that's the only word that keeps going on.